Why do I always end up lost in thoughts? Why do
I feel all alone at the end of the day when god gave me more than what I
deserve? I am thankful. god, I am truly
thankful. Yet I can't battle this emptiness, I'm so consumed, my soul is weary
with this dark sorrow that I have no control over. It consume me during the day
and shadow me at night. I envy the dead
for they are closer to you, yet I'm frightened to depart this life while my
sins won't allow me be near you. I pray for you may strengthen
me with power through your Spirit in my inner being. I beg you for mercy upon
my soul for no one else can grant me this wish, no one is greater, no one is
more kind. I pray you, allow me to persist this life with grace, and die with your well
at your command. guide me to what's best for me, and enlighten me through the
path I shall take. For I am just a slave, and without you, I shall see no
light.
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