Found it in my memo (old)

In the darkest nights, you were my all time prince, my saviour, my salvation. I loved you whilst you loathed me for I was your daylight amuse, your opposite twin, your unbeatable sin.
As different as dark and light, we were. For how can a saint and sinner be equal? How can they be together? You gave me every reason to let go while I held to every hope to stay.  Oh how childish of me? To think I could ever be yours and you be mine. Yet I know I would love you till the last star has burned i would still be yours but you would still not be mine, not this time,  not ever.

Alice

Consumed and lost in thoughts

Sleepless nights

Fading in the blackness

Like Alice with no savior

Don't allow me to drawn

Don't let me fall down

Like Alice with no savior

I keep diving down the hole

I'm no longer I

You are no longer mine

Like Alice with no savior

I keep falling down the hole

These demons are my darkness

They bring me back to light

Different light

Different dawn

They washed me with pain

They cleansed me in rain

But you were not there

You were never there

Like Alice, I'm in madness